My name is Ker'Sean Ramey and I am currently on Texas Death Row. I am 24 years young (smile), born June 4th 1985. That makes me a very creative Gemini. And I full try + express my creative side by things which I read, + in the Poems that I write when my spirits compels me. By nature I am a very positive individual. This despite there being a lot of negativity + hatred here. I try + stay away from it cause I feel if I fed into it, I would only attract that negativity + hatred to myself. Thus, I try and stay drama free. No matter what, I try + focus on my time, energy + attention towards positivity. I believe that by doing this I will only bring more of that positive energy into my life. I read to keep my mind sharp, right + on point. Gaining only that knowledge which I feel will help me in life. Books that I mainly read to help me achieve this are psychology, philosophy, self-help books + spiritual. I also read books on leadership.
When I write poems, a whole nother world opens up for me. This allows me to escape momentarily the hell that I currently find myself in. I get lost in this world. I get lost in my writings, expressing the deep emotional feelings + thought that I have inside. I have a lot of things on my mind + the written word is my outlet in which I can unburden my mind + set my thoughts down on paper. This allows me to open up. I am a strong person but I feel that if I hold my thoughts + feelings in... It would jut bring me down. Possibly even break my mind + hinder my elevation + growth in all things positive.
Here is a poem I wrote, please feel free to comment on it + let me know what you think. I\d be very interested in hearing from you!
-FEELINGS-
How does it feel to be isolated + deprived of life's bare essentials?
Enduring pain that exceeds emotions, and is far beyond mental.
To most, these feelings are exotic + may never be comprehend
Sometimes I attempt to evade them, but I'm always apprehended.
Whole confined to this cage, the psychological stability is tested
Will I pass?
Or will I fail?
Will I succumb?
Or will I prevail?
One cannot say cause only time will tell.
Some do not realize this is not a novel or a book
Nor a song with a hook
The feelings that I entertain are REAL + so is the concrete + steel
though the emotions are abstract + the pain is on the inside
My tears are tangible, as they slide slowly down the left side
I refuse to believe this is an illusion + my situation is not real.
But what I don't refuse, is to open up and to let you know
precisely how I feel.
If you wish to contact me:
Ker'Sean Ramey 999519 3872 FM 350 South Livingston, TX, 77351 USA